Autumn days

Well, I had a fab birthday and a good start to my 36th year - Clare managed to spring a surprise on me and tuned up on the doorstep to join in celebrations ~ at a lovely restaurant in Lymington.
Since then I've held a successful pink party ~ raised £160 pounds; visited Catherine in London ~ and the rather trendy piano bar!
Met some new friends at a local breast cancer support group and signed up for the 2010 moonwalk~ full marathon, at night - bras on display!!! Will post a link to my fund raising page once sorted.
Otherwise I'm doing ok, adjusting to single life slowly and of course, life post diagnosis. I think in many ways it's harder now - everyone comments how well I look and I think this perhaps masks the issues and worries that lie beneath the surface, but they are there - prognosis/will it come back/ and the big one - children, in terms of past decisions (not mine!) and the fact that now I’ll probably never have my own, maybe when I so desperately wanted them in the last couple of years I somehow knew it was now(then) or never - and I must admit I feel more than slightly let down.
Enough said.
I'm off to Italy for a week on Saturday and I can't wait!
Terri x